WHY ARE YOU NOT FEELING SORRY FOR BREAKING GIRLS HEART?!
DON'T YOU FEEL BAD FOR MAKING A GIRL GET PHOBIA OF LOVE?!
I was so lost because of you,
I was seriously torturing myself with you on my mind,
And i can't stand it.
I can't honestly.
Why are you not feeling bad? At all?
You make me so high, and then so down to the ground too.
Making me like i was the only girl you ever wanted when the truth is, girls are surrounding you.
And you, yes you.
Giving them what they want, a smirk, a smile, a reply on your social media, maybe a nice photo of you for them.
I am so done with this.
You said to never cry, but what if my reason to cry... is you?
Are you happy?
Satisfied to see me dying inside?
Selfishly making me feel i got a hope, care for me, while you still care for a bunch of girls out there.
Who knew you could be lying, today... tommorow... or the future...
I need your hug.
I need your smile.
I need you to comfort me, even though you caused all of this to happen.
The least thing you need to do is to comfort me.
Your smell that makes me really miss you.
But then again,
You miss your chance. Your true golden chance of proving yourself.
I love you.
I hate you so much.