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Lost Star 2

Hai engkau, Bagaimana disana? Ku harap kau baik-baik saja.
Pastinya engkau bisa menjaga dirimu sendiri kan, melihat ku dari atas sana, mendoakan keluargamu juga.
Sungguh, ku merindukan berbicara denganmu, chatting dengan mu, bercanda ria denganmu. Ku sangat menyesal waktu-waktu dimanaku tidak membalas chatmu. Memang kata orang benar, penyesalan datang terakhir. Sama seperti film pendek pertama kita bukan?
Aku rindu berbalas cerita denganmu, mendengarkan kata-katamu yang bijak, engkau mendengarkan cerita dan keluh kesalku dan seperti biasa... engkau menjawabnya dengan bijak dan dewasa. Pemikiran kita berdua hampir selaras kita sudah melihat dunia dari perspektif yang berbeda dari orang lain. Banyak yang ingin ku ceritakan. Sangat banyak.


Alhamdulillah aku sudah lulus sekolah! Lulus SMK dan aku sangat senang dan lega. Aku juga akan memasuki sekolah baru lagi di universitas/ institut yang aku selalu inginkan, yang aku selalu ceritakan kepadamu. Dan berada di jurusan yang aku sangat mina…

Love is not over

#Listen BTS - Love is not over 
also listen to my audio: https://soundcloud.com/rawrandom/love-is-not-over
He never once deny when i want to end this. He always said "If thats what you want. Okay".
He always said it twice or more "If that what makes you comfortable, im okay with that" , "if thats what you want. I'll try". But.. Deep in my heart sometimes i want you to deny it. To actually stops me from what i was about to do. To prove to me that you actually care and doesn't want me to leave you. Now i understand that what you said is actually your care. You don't want to make me sad again, and you already know what your action that make me sad so you stop. And accept the bitter reality. I don't know whats on your mind if that is your real intention. But i hope what you do, is good. And now probably for the good. I don't hope you to deny it. But i hope you will understand it. And then again the answer is the same "If that's w…

Curug Cibaliung

"Eh ke Curug Cibaliung yuk bagus lho" "eh ayo ayo" "jadiin!"

Hari Minggu tanggal 16 April 2017 hanya dengan modal nekad, duit seadanya, dan harapan buat berfoto foto disana kamipun berangkat. Ada 5 teman kami naik memakai mobil, dan 6 lainnya naik motor. Yang pakai mobil ya enak lah ya pakai tol jadi pasti nyampenya lebih mudah, kalau motor.... Ya siap siap aja buat pantatnya sakit dan mesti menahan posisi di duduk motor selama berjam jam. Kami menjemput teman kami dulu di CCM, teman kami yang sudah tidak sabar untuk ke Cibaliung sekaligus ia pula yang mengajak kami kesana. Saya ikut tim motor ke Cibaliung. Dan dari CCM ke Cibaliung bisa 2 jam sendiri. Damn.... Setibanya di gerbang awal Curug kami di suruh bayar 25.000 per orang dan untuk parkir Mobil (15.000) motor (5000) dan diberi tiket. Lalu kita mesti jalan jauh lg untuk sampai ke tempat parkirnya. Pantatku... Sabar ya..... Sampai di tempat parkir langsung jalan ke tempat awal mulainya curug, awaln…

A story of a brokenhearted girl and a brokenhearted boy (Part.3)

The girl says a sentences. A full hearted sentences that she promise to say day ago. But none of them were happy or even said anything.
They both keep quiet and finish doing what they doing and head home.
While traveling back home, tears have felt on that boy shoulder. His shirt has a marked especially on his left shoulder. A mark stained by the girl. A mark that say i actually don't want to leave. They both still keeping their mouth shut. Drunk in their own mind with a long list of things on their head.
Cars, motorcycle all of them are moving, but the feel that the world stops as they keep on thinking on their own mind.
A lot of scenarios happens on that girl mind,
A lot of scenarios happens on that boy mind,
The girl keep on making a stain on the boy shoulder,and the boy keep his hand on the wheel.
The girl wants to talk, the boy wants to talk.
But she couldn't do it, but he doesn't do it.
They are getting closer to the place,
The place where they usually went to end th…

Puisi Ucapan, Hati, dan Madu

Tidak seperti kemarin,
Tepat hari ini cuacanya terlihat bagus,
Awan di langit berlari-lari menutupi teriknya matahari di siang menjelang sore itu,
Tetapi gundahnya hatiku tak sebagus awan di langit.

Layaknya menelan pete,
Aku tidak suka,
Ini keras dan pahit,
Tapi kata orang-orang ini baik untukku baik untuk lambungku.

Setegak demi setegak ku telan ludahku,
Ku hempaskan nafasku dan kembali menghirup dan mengeluarkannya lagi,
Kata demi kata ku coba keluarkan dari hatiku,
Untuk pembicaraan yang ku janjikan kepadamu,

Engkau belum siap,
Aku juga belum siap,
Ada sebagian kecil dihatiku yang mengatakan "Aku lega akhirnya bisa mengucapkannya",
Tetapi...
Ada sebagian lagi dihatiku yang mengatakan "Aku belum siap sama sekali"

Aku bersyukur engkau mengerti,
Aku bersyukur engkau ikhlas,
Aku bersyukur engkau pengertian dan mendukungku,
Aku bersyukur atas semua ini,

Aku berjanji pada diriku sebelum berbicara kepadamu,
"Aku tak akan nangis"
Apa pula yang ingin ditangi…

13 Reasons Why

So i heard this ALLLL OVER THE INTERNET about this Tv-Series sensation '13 Reasons Why'.
If you don't know what is that, it's a Tv Series about a girl name Hannah Baker who ended her own life and before she ended it she record with a tape about 13 reason why she kill herself or 13 reason that makes her kill herself. 13 Reasons Why are actually a book by Jay Asher, and the producer for this Netflix Tv-Series are Selena Gomez.


( Hannah Baker right, Clay Jensen left)
FIRST OPINION As i watch this tv series alongside with my friend. We just sit there and watch the whole series in just 1 and a half days. It's a realistic, explicit, hard, and dark story for me. As it's bringing up a suicide & bullying story but with a fresh actor, plot, and style. The only dangerous thing are, IF you are not in your positive mind or vibe or you still can't control yourself and don't know whats right and whats wrong this tv series might trigger you. Trigger you to something…