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Originally wrote in 27 February 2020. ((Note. Try playing song called Chilly by Niki in the background)) Isn't it funny? How some songs or events or places could remind you of a person. Whatever it is good or bad. But memories just struck your system and flowing it with a bunch of old memories. That memories could be so painful that you just can't shake off that terrible feeling. & that memories also could be so beautiful that you try to remember it more. I don't even know where i am going at this point. Just making turns, stop, and neutral. My mind was going somewhere else. I am just glad i could drive safely without making accidents, It's been 2 years. and it's been 3 days since i can't stop thinking about it. I don't know if it's because of the fact that i am not in a great mind or the fact  that i am super lonely. I think i am. That's why i'm not thinking clearly. I rewind all the past memories we had of each other, and