Let me just say Alhamdulillah Allah SWT still giving me a chance to celebrate this year Ramadhan with my whole family, and i'm praying and hoping in the next years and years after it and again and again i could celebrate with my whole family as well.
But somehow... i feel the difference.
The euphoria or the excitement one may have for Ramadhan isn't as brightly as it is before. Back to 2010 it was so festive everyone are so happy to celebrate it, to do fasting, even like 3 days before fasting start. I don't know if it's because of the coronavirus pandemic that people starts to lose hope and interest in it or other reason.
Let's talk about day 1 first.
The day before 13th April i was already fasting to cover up the fast i didn't do last Ramadhan, also to do practice as well. The first day of fasting i was okay, going to work like usual, but probably more sleepy and hungry than before. I got hungry at 1pm and was craving for Kebab. Ahh.. Kebab.
My first iftar as well was grateful, Alhamdulillah. I got to eat iftar with my mom and sister. Even though it's not a glamour iftar i'm glad i still got food on the table. It's nice to finally settle dow after a long day of work.
Day 2, i was more sleepy than usual. I ate yesterday dinner as my suhoor and sleep until 8 like usual
My second iftar was at the office with vidya and Wafiq as we finished the photo shoot.
Day 3, i was nauseous, i feel like i don't want to eat suhoor only drink, because it's so nauseous and my stomach is so bloated i don't know why. Is it because of fasting? because of the gerd that i have? so all the gas comes up ?
But Alhamdulillah i can go home quick since for work i only go to Depok. So at 12pm i was already at my house. It's so fun, happy to be able to go home quickly.
For iftar, i made instant noodle pizza and pop chicken.
So many blessings to make, so many prayers to do, yet people still take Ramadhan for granted.
May Allah strengthen our will and iman for this year Ramadhan. Aamiin.
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