Because I did.
At first, I really don't want to write it or read it.
But my heart said so, and I will just follow what my heart wants without a care in the world.
I thought it's gonna be different. I expect more, I expect a lot, I got too greedy. I thought the two main characters have something, and finally will have a good ending. A happy fairytale.
But I expect a lot, way way a lot. I got excited for no reason. Pray hard for the thing that is out of my hand. Loving someone so hard that it hurts myself over and over again.
And when I finish the book. It's the same ending.
I want to throw the book away as possible. Be it on a river, falling from a cliff, crash and burn on a warehouse.
But I can't. Because it's too much.
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