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am i wrong? for wanting a proper date with flowers in a proper place, for wanting the man to plan the date? for wanting to be receive a bucket of beautiful flowers? for wanting to be surprised? for wanting a "just because" gift? for wanting to feel the way all the girls feel when their boyfriend throw a surprise plan/date for her? for wanting to be love offline or online? for wanting the bare minimum of clear and steady communication? for someone to pat and calms her when her storm has strike? for wanting a man to be the provider?  

 i'm glad that i'm not a smoker, i couldn't even handle the smoke, i don't even know how to inhale it, i don't get the 'fun' in it, and my body literally built not for smoking like it automatically refuse smoke of any kind, vape? shisha? cigarretes? i couldn't. and i am grateful for that.