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 #np 23-25/12 Playlist For once, i don't want it to be just in a dream.  I don't want it to disappear when i woke up and only remember half of it. That date, That day, That night, i try to forgot all the reality that comes in my life, the consequences of the action. the thoughts that been flowing on my mind lately. I just want it to forgot, even for a bit. I know i'm just jumping into the same hole.  The same one like years years ago. But now i'm more prepared.  Even though i stumble. Even though i ran through a rocks. I could cry my way up and pull myself back up while smiling.  As the darkness comes by, as if my alter ego has conquer me. I began to seek for the journey. It was my first time so i was just doing as i should be, following the lead. I was always a curious person. and people say i'm an ambitious person, but also full of adventure. This is the adventure that i never experience before.  I was hesitant for a bit to let out all of me, but how? How could i

 Think of me. I want you to think of me. Keep me in your mind 24/7. Let me inside your mind. Traveling and haunted in your past and your future. Your day and your night. Think of me every single day. Remember all that memories. All the things you imagine me doing. All the scenarios that you have of me in your mind. Run through it. Run through it like a movie. I want you to think of me in your sorrowness. In your jealousy. In your madness. In your sadness.