N . A

If I knew it was our last, I would have Kept you in my eyes I’ve never not loved you From the beginning and even until now Lately i've been re-loving and repeating the song Why Why Why by Ikon. It's so deep in the lyrics and so relatable to me. A beautiful yet sad songs and it hits too close to home.  It's like someone was singing this to me, sincerely. At least this soothe my pain for a while. Drowning in those beautiful lyrics that makes my heart ache.  How could you let go of this beautiful flower? Myself. - In fact it still seems like a lie Like you’d come back with a great big smile Beautiful as you were Only now I feel regret All I did was to make your beautiful smiling face covered in tears This isn’t what I wanted Eventually ending up in this position, coming to this, I’m the one who messed it up Couldn’t even protect a flower like you All the flashing sparks in our relationship Have turned into white ashes From just anybody to my love From fate to lovers Blossomed

I love you even when you we're sick, I love you when you are happy I love you  even when you we're sad I love you even when i'm mad I love you  even when you are upset I love you  even when you're tired I love you when you are excited So don't come ask me how much do i love you, how much do i sacrifice for you. I love every version of you. You're the only person in my life who i ever love this much. Only you. I even love you more than i love myself. I gave you my all. Literally my all. My time, my affection, my dignity, my ego, my priority, my money, myself. But it seems like it we're never enough. No matter what i do, i always look bad on you. And you will be mad and sad for the things that i don't know or the things that is out of my control.  When i try to act like what you did, you got furious and mad so bad. But when you do it, you expect me to accept your apologize and move on?  You think it's that easy?  It's like i can't e