here i am again, crying, after i think about you and what would we be in the future. crying if we could ever meet again. crying because sometimes i can't take this anymore. i don't want to fear myself with you. i don't want to hide ourself. i don't want this relationship to just fade. it's like we're playing cats and dogs with the world. i want to shout to the world. hug you in the bridge where people could see us. i wanna know that we belong together. i want you to come by to my house and have a lunch with my family before picking me up. and i want to have dinner and chill conversation with your parents. but here i am again crying. because i'm such a loser. i'm a coward for not being able to be brave enough. to tell my parents about it to be frank with them. and just keeping my feelings all by myself. every time i think about it my heart shanked, shatter into pieces, eyes started swelling, pounding my chest as if it was already broken inside. "wh
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