What is your purpose in life? What is your 3 most priority in your life? How would you picture yourself having a family? What kind of family do you want? How many children do you want? What if i can't have a child? Do you want a child? What if i don't want a child? What do you think about adopting and have you consider doing it one day? Do you think you can look and be beside me when i'm pushing out the baby? Have you ever heard of vasectomy? If it for the benefit of us, would you do a vasectomy? What do you think is a husband stitch? What kind of a father figure you want to be? What will you prioritize in educating your children first? (Ethics, Islamic, or Academics?) In what school our children will go to? and why do you choose that school? Do you think Pesantren is a good place to put our children there? Are you the type of father that will be mad if the kids failed at their test or have C in their report card? In Islamic aspect, what do you think a good husband should
When you wake up and you just want to sleep again because sleep is more nice than doing activities. When you constantly battling yourself in your head, presuring yourself to stop blaming yourself. Daydreaming seems enjoyable rather than talking to people. When just picking your phone or answering someone's chat is so tiredsome and requires lots and lots of energy. When you don't love the thing your love anymore. When you don't enjoy what you used to enjoy. That sudden rush of memories, self blame and anxiety that you cry in the middle of the street. Constantly waking up feeling so tired even though you already sleep for 8 hours. When everything goes wrong and you feel like you deserve that because you're just a useless individual. Constantly crying in bed to help you go to sleep. The feeling of wanting to talk about it but then not wanting to talk about it because you feel it's not important and people wouldn't understand it. The denying of the feeling. Maybe i