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Lost Star 4

Assalamualaikum Bintang!🌟

Hi kamu disana di tempat yang jauh sampai aku tidak bisa melihatnya ataupun meraba pula tempat yang sekarang kau tempati.
Apakah kau percaya aku sudah masuk kuliah sekarang? Ya! Kuliah yang dulu selalu ku ceritakan kepadamu Alhamdulillah aku jadi masuk dan officially 'mahasiswa'.
Sekali lagi ku selangkah lebih di dalam tangga kehidupan ini.

Akhirnya hobi ku dari SD menjadi hal yang akan ku pelajari lebih dalam di Perguruan Tinggi ini. Berkat kau juga yang selalu mendukungku untuk menjadi Sutradara atau setidaknya pekerja film.

Baru seminggu di kuliah aku baru menyadari sesuatu dan menyesali sesuatu....
i never seize the moment; i always wanted to go pass it. 
Aku tidak pernah sepenuhnya 100% menikmati masa-masa yang aku sedang alami dan jika ada satu hal yang salah aku pasti ingin secepatnya melewatinya.
Seperti saat SD ingin cepat-cepat SMP, SMP ingin cepat SMK, dan sekarang sudah Kuliah.... there's no turning back.

Lesson for me. To always, no m…
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IT'S OFFICIAL!

YES EVERYONE IT'S OFFICIAL! AT SEPTEMBER 12, 2017 AFTER LONG TIME I FINALLY AM REVEALING (and just realized).......
THAT I HAVE WEAKNESS FOR BUNNY/GUMMY SMILE. 😁😁

IYA SEMUA INI RESMI! DI 12 SEPTEMBER 2017 SETELAH WAKTU YANG LAMA SAYA AKHIRNYA MEMBONGKAR (dan baru tau)
BAHWA SAYA MEMPUNYAI KELEMAHAN TERHADAP BUNNY/GUMMY SMILE.😃😄

YES THESE BOYS RIGHT HERE IS THE EXAMPLE!💘








(& yes i try to find as many of these people smile photo without makeup so y'all who always says "korean boys looks ugly without makeup" or "korean boy idols looks like girl" can SHUT UP. )✊
This warms my heart
Ini menghangatkan hatiku
Makes my heartbeat racing
Membuat jantungku berdetak dengan kencang
Makes me smile a lot
Membuatku sering tersenyum 


So what is the first thing in a person that make you fall in love💖?
Some will say "I fall in love by the eyes" or "Handsome looks".

But mine was
Smile :) 😊

I'm a Rebel

i am actually not that quiet calm and not quarrelsome that much. Not really a phlegmatis.
But i thought i am. I thought i was that one student who's gonna accept all the school rules and do them all, who's gonna just be quiet when something isn't right especially about equality.

Well. That's is true wrong. (truth speaks).

If i see something that isn't right i fight for it usually when something is so done wrong and they explain it really badly follow by stupid reasons. I can't take it. When people disagree with us follow by stupid reasons or just "because i say so" reply OR when people order us to do something but they just being lazy themself OR people treating people unequally. SHUT UP.

This is just short i have many more to write but probably some of you are too bored to even read this. So i'm just skipping that part.

I once got bullied by my entire class for fighting on something that should've stop. Yeah right now days doing something ri…

Bagaimana cara mendapat Hidayah?

"Nja gimana sih caranya dapat hidayah?"
"Ajarin gue cara dapat hidayah dong gue juga mau tobat"

Terima kasih bagi anda orang-orang yang menganggap saya sudah cukup alim dan aqidahnya serta imannya kuat sampai anda kadang menanyakan hal-hal agama kepada saya. Terima kasih.
Sejujurnya saya masih jauh dari 'sangat alim' atau 'taat agama' masih banyak yang harus saya pelajari dan tekuni terutama hafalan surat dan hadits-hadits.

Hidayah
Kebanyakan dari pertanyaan tersebut maksudnya adalah hidayah pertama untuk memakai hijab... ya jilbab... hijab.. sebuah kain yang menutupi rambut, telinga, dan dadamu.
Saya memakai jilbab Alhamdulillah karena keinginan sendiri, karena hidayah sudah datang kepada saya duluan saat saya kelas 8 mau naik kelas 9 SMP.
Dulu orangtua saya masih membebaskan saya untuk mau memakai jilbab atau tidak usah memakai jilbab. Its up to me.

Namun ya seiring saya mempelajari agama di sekolah maupun dirumah saya menjadi lebih tertarik lagi d…

Accept that not every friend will last.

Since childhood seeing a long life best friends on movies or film i was inspired and envy by them. Take an example like Totally spies, the very first english cartoon that i watch and always watch throughout my childhood. Alex, Sam and Clover are the main characters and they've been best friends since elementary school and were inseparable. I want to have a relationship like them a very good friendship relationship that last long.
Just imagining i'm still with my elementary school friends throughout college and we mostly knew about each other, even though our school are separated we often calls or text, they're loyal, when they're sad i come to them vice versa.

Until know i still trying to maintain my friendship with the people who i called 'Best Friend' and even though it's hard i still try my hardest to maintain it. Maintaining a friendship is almost the same as maintaining a relationship. Some will get bored, some will always reject every hangout that i …

I hate loud places.

I hate loud places. The crowd screaming talking and shouting on eachother. Laughing or just telling stories.
Ugh it seriously made me sick.It's not that i envious of them having fun with their friends but i really hate the loud noises like 20 people speak on the same time in the same room..... Dizzy...Like when you come to the restaurant JUST TO EAT FOOD like really wanting to eat a good food and then your neighborhood tables having a reunion with 30 people coming.Omo.Can't enjoy my food fully.I know that probably the consequenses to eat on public restaurant especially in Ramadhan time where people gather around to fasting together."Truly, I ain't got no business here
But since my friends are here
I just came to kick it but really
I would rather be at home all by myself not in this room
With people who don't even care about my well being" - Here (Alessia Cara)Same goes for concert.I like going to the concert.Infact i like performing, i like the crowd the crowd che…

Dreamful Package

Sunday, 11 June 2017.



I made this man this friend of mine happy because i granted his wishes come true. And it's not just one wish, but it's 4 wishes. It was also a happy day for me too as i grant his wishes and made someone happy. Seeing his poker face but a bit emotional reaction was funny too. He couldn't contain it somehow.

It's not particularly his BIG DREAMS but i ace the 'messenger' or 'courier job' one.
He once told me he want to be a courier (Actually he meant a bicycle courier not an ordinary courier) so i gave him a job opportunity on a 4 am call. Lol.

"Damn, i still couldn't believe it. That i drove a car by myself"

I couldn't believe it too.

I could be the first passenger that accompany him on this first journey he ever drive by himself. To be witnessing the first time he was allowed to drive by himself. Nonetheless, i was proud of him he could drive without panic and can fit into a small spaces and road. He is a better dri…